hi! i woke up at 7. just to cont blogging. haha kidding. and er. you dont hafta read it la. its for my own keepsake lor. tsk tsk. you all v kpo ah. shoo shoo shoo, sugartown.
actually i shld go back to slp. my dark rings... :(
i cant wait to eat beehoon when i wake up later! my mum better not disappoint me.
i cant rem what i did in the last week of oct. i hope i went home early everyday. its so weird. my calendar says "500 days of summer" 3 days in a row. haha. nvm.
30th oct, fri - dinner with charneo. did we? i cant rem lor.
31st oct, sat - oh oh. i finally watched 500 days of summer on this day! it was aft work. then we went to shop for presents. but nth nice. the day ended quite sianly. i think cus whatever i like, nobody likes. i love to have support from my friends ma.
1st nov, sun - v scary lor. how nov came so fast. me and shar were like, omg its nov! its a super busy period for her la. i'll try and help her as much as possible lor. though i know nth abt her job scope. shes not willing to share share also. so selfish. nvm dont say alrd dont say alrd. it was also the last day of dance. after slacking arnd at lido with my dancemates, i went to study at tiong bahru. not bad leh. i studied for like 3 hours? haha hey its not bad ok!
3rd nov, tue - bcm with the perfect friends! yay everyone came! except... kangs haha. poor thing. she had to revise for her test. only i ate bcm though. i was studying at starbucks before meeting them. shit. wheres that momentum for studying ah. come back to me pls!
5th nov, thurs - steamboated at liang court with aaron bryan rayson. the dinner was horrible and i was extremely tired. had headache lor. omg. i still owe aaron 32 bucks!
6th nov, fri - it was a super long day for me. had a teambuilding deal at sentosa and 2 laser deals after. but dinner was awesome! i was craving for pastamania and aaron and rayson were there waiting for me to knock off from work. so patient hor. they were gonna wait till 9pm lor. crazy pple. aft dinner, beishan joined us for desserts at xing wang. haha but i ate more than desserts la. i ordered fries! :) i love potatoes! anything starchy.
7th nov, sat - rayson suddenly called to say to meet up with nora. since he was coming to pick me up, ok lor. i was quite tired from work but ok la. i can tahan one. yea. i worked from like 9.30-7.30pm? they went to the hp shop while i went to shop for presents. i was tempted to get heels lor. not sure why. tampines sells a lot of girls stuff. when i have the time la, i'll go. myself. aaron joined us at 11.30 at the prata place. oh yah. for two consecutive saturdays, ive been having pratas for dinner! last night too! and for three consecutive nights, i met up with rayson and aaron.
8th nov, sun - went to work again. omg. i suddenly realised its been a crazy wk hahahaha so funny. er ok. i went to office at 9 lor. got home at only 3pm. but ok la. while waiting, i studied a bit. i did one tutorial! not bad hor. toho is a good place for studying.
lunch was good! i had ramen with zy and BK with fiz/ wj! they make me so happy. i think when i leave anergy, i'll miss all of them.
10th nov, tue - ichiban and movie with wen and char! my girlfriend is an agent is v good! haha i used to watch korean movies only with xuan. but now i know i can ask the girls out too! yays! it was a good night. :)
11th nov, wed - went to tiong bahru to study. within 2 hours, i spent 100 over on undergarments. went town later to get fiz's present. aiyo ive spent a lot this wk. next wk must save le! sharon also!
12th nov, thurs - had The Rice Table with fiz and shar. so glad he likes the wallet we got for him! and he enjoyed dinner too! not me though. i wasnt v hungry and i thought the food was okok only.
13th nov, fri - had work again. it was a bad day. super moody. not sure why. omg. i forgot to reply char. i was v tired la. we had to stay till 9plus and i drank like almost one jug of beer cus kevin the mr charming made me drink haha. he gave me two jugs la. but i think the girls and zy drank the other? it was really fun though! for the next two hours, i was v happy. i know one jug is v little. im such a lousy drinker. but good what. for me, temporary happiness is easy and cheap to get! and after two hours, i was a little sian cus no longer high alrd haha. the good thing was, i felt better.
oh, pls be assured that i'll not do this in future if im feeling troubled/ down. unless i dont hafta pay. it was just for fun. and seriously, you pple shld know i rarely try things for fun. i dont like to do wrong/ risky things. luckily big monster didnt scold me. whew.
monster, erm. i mean shar m had to go get iphone cover so we left the van at sentosa and went vivo. haha the girls and i went f21 to shop while zy went adidas. oh no, die. i need to buy dresses for the wedding this weekend! shit. nvm.
the girls didnt even allow me to go toilet myself lor haha so cute. we peed tgt and went carls junior to get chilli cheese fries before setting off to sentosa. then, we realised that sentosa express was no longer operating!!! so we literally ran to the bus interchange. finally reached our van and got home at 12pm. bathed and came online. slept at 2plus. sharon's room is clean! at least no bed bugs. hahaha! it was a fun night! :) more more more!
14th nov, sat - got up at 6.30am to bathe and prep for work. so early hor. yealor. work ended at 7pm and we had prata for dinner. it was a good night with fiz zy kent tg! i finally did lots of catching up with kent. i miss the boys la. fiz and zy were in their own world, talking "cock", seriously. the two of them ah. shld just get married la. cant even be bothered to join in to their conversations at all. but thx for having choc sundae with me! i was craving for choc ice cream. im v glad kent and tg came. their presence made the night better.
ive been using the word "thankful" v often. im v thankful that the weather's been good the past few wks when we had deals. and i know we'll have this good weather today and each time we have deals. im v thankful that everything turned out well ytd and im v thankful that i have friends who are always there when i need help. thanks char for offering your help ytd! but im so glad i didnt need your help! you know why la huh. shar too! so glad you had a great Alpha weekend! i thank God and my friends/ colleagues who make my life so wonderful. not forgetting my family who's always so tolerant of my misbehaviour. :)
ok. today is the 15th. it marks the end of this blog entry and also, supposed to go ktv with wh and dinner with aaron and nora. but nvm la huh. i need to rest and study and spend time with my family.
i thank you for your patience if you even finish reading this. shar cfm nv. but i know char will. :)
hehe it was a good day! :)
i grumble often abt work and life, but its really all bcus i have sch. without sch, i think i really am qt comfortable with my current lifestyle. i do not mind working on saturdays cus i love the facs, selectively. im glad that this hasnt changed. a mth ago, i said this too.
this wk's been qt bad though. my mood fluctuated like mad and poor shar had to listen to all my grumbles/ complaints abt every single thing, on repeat mode. im really sorry! so, what colors are my new panties? hahaha!
i think i made mag upset today but nvm. i tried to make things better even though she didnt reply me. hmmm...
wah wah. its been a mth since i last updated on my daily status haha. can i just note down what i rem? dont be so amazed at my memory yet. i depend on my phone calendar. oh yah, starhub's gonna have iphone. i'll get it if my contract is expiring. but i doubt so. nvm la. my nokia's been so far so good.
20th oct, tue - we pangsehed daniel for xlb buffet for the 2nd time. aiya. i really dont wanna wait till 8.30pm for dinner lor. i wld have reached home by then. poor him. i dont mind trying la but er. its like, xlb? and i dont really like the porky smell/ taste.
21st oct, wed - hehe me and homie surprised sharon at toho with my fav four leaves' coco exotic cake and a bag of choc-flavoured snacks! toho is my office btw. haha up till today, we haven finished the snacks lor. i didnt notice if she was happy but ltr at night, she smsed me to assure me she was. its so funny how i always dont capture happy moments. the deal this morn also. it was a surprise for the client's wife but i totally didnt see her happy face. i was... i dont know. in my own little world of making sure everything is in order and forgetting that im supposed to be enjoying that moment too. ytd, me and shar passed zy his bday present. i didnt know he was thrilled to receive it. i think i was enjoying my chipolata. hahahaha.
22nd oct, thurs - my calendar says dinner with aaron. hmm... was it at thai express? and we went to the library & BK to study till 11? i think so la. dont rem. lets wait for more clues haha.
23th oct, fri - me mag char shar sent teckguan to NUS after deal and we had lunch tgt. spent the next hour shopping for snacks and random stuff at their baazar. quite a fun day i wld say. haha but we were super late for work la.
24th oct, sat - worked till 7pm and rushed down to pasir ris to meet aaron. i was super late lor. luckily he wasnt angry. the food was super yums. left the chalet at abt 10 or sth and went for prata till 3am or sth. quite crazy la. nora has nv-ending topics/ stories to say. trust me. shes an extreme version of me. but her memory is way better than mine. she doesnt repeat.
25th oct, sun - was informed at the super duper last min of my cousin's engagement buffet. no choice. had to go lor. skipped dance. sian diao.
27th oct, tue & 28th oct, wed - my calendar says study with aaron.
hahaha if i rem correctly, i think i pangsehed both times. so bad hor.
oh eh, im v tired. i slept only 3.5hrs and i worked from 730am-730pm today. can i go rest pls? my dark rings are so horribly colored in black. :(
at
Thursday, November 12, 2009
today is the most depressing day of the year. sigh. im not sure why and even if im sure, i wldnt tell you either.
my dark rings are the darkest ever and my ass is the hugest ever (maybe not) and my... i dont know? all the songs on my playlist sound sad.
omg. this weird feeling/ mood cant stop bugging me! what is it!! go away pls? i shld be slping lor!
nvm. i can do it i can do it. it all just takes time. right?
at
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
:(
I know that you think of me sometimes
'Cuz all I do is think of you at night
I know it may take a little time
For you to see you are the love of my life
And I just sing
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
And I just sing
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
You walked up to my porch and you said hi
I looked into those beautiful brown eyes
All you said was "can we go inside?"
And I said "yes"
And so we did
And we just sing
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
And we just sing
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do do-do-do-do-do
Now we're in love
at
Sunday, November 08, 2009
sigh. so i really have gained a lot of weight huh. :(
ok. no more snacks. no more chocs. no more biscuits. no more nachos cheese bread. i eat these EVERYDAY.
lets see... do i have time for jogging? yes. now. huh. lazy.
it feels weird to be home so early. i had wanted to go macs and study when my mum commented on my size and er. i guess i shld stay home in case i get tempted by the fries. i dont like macs fries but i love potatoes. sigh. dont say le dont say le.
btw, i sent 1776 smses last mth lor. its really crazy.
hai. what shally i do. :(
at
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
today, i didnt feel like talking to anyone at all. im v glad there was adeline arnd to talk to liz. i walked by myself, with the phone in my hand, as always. there were smses left unreplied but i really had no mood to reply and if im moodless, my replies wld reflect my mood and i shldnt be rude to my friends. in the end, i still messed up a conversation with a friend. i really shld stop and think sometimes before replying. actually i do. but when im not in the EQ mood, i just say whatever i feel and its really all heartfelt words. and i really shld stop thinking so much abt every single statement made by pple. smsing and msning really bring about a lot of miscommunication and i love smsing lor. the night before, a sms made me cry. thinking back, how silly i was. and thinking further back, i wish i didnt say a lot of things i had said and which started this whole shit.
in class, the phone rang. i didnt want to answer. i knew if i did, i wld be thinking abt work again. last wk, i decided not to let work take over my life so i stopped checking for mails. i tried. i think i checked about 5 times? today, i checked only twice. thats v good!
sigh. i really feel that my life is so messed up and i wish there was an eraser which can remove all the stains i made. all the words and all the actions.
ok. this post is so random cus my thoughts are messed up too. nvm. i shld learn to relax. relax pat.
oh yah i wanted to watch dvds over the weekend to destress and er. the dvd cldnt play.
at
Monday, October 19, 2009
im glad i didnt get zee avi's album. its... alright only. i think joanna wang is better.
Is this the end?
Then why does it feel
We’d only just begun
I thought we were done
I think I’ll hang on
If you still want me
But if you don’t
I guess I’ll move on
And if you need me
Close your eyes and dream
I’ll give you back your key
But will you be happy?
Will you be happy?
Said we’ll leave it alone
But I wont be here long
And when I’m gone
I guess then we’ll know
at
Sunday, October 18, 2009
ive decided to move on and change to a new playlist!
i always listen to the same few albums/ songs for weeks or even months.
im too lazy to dl new songs & update my mp3 player. im so glad kent burned songs for me. :)
its been really really long since i last met my friends! everyone's so busy huh...
this song made me sad on my way to class this morning.
its been a while since i last posted chinese lyrics.
i used to post lots of chinese lyrics cus... i find them meaningful. i still find them meaningful la and i still can relate to them.
又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
today is such a hot day! i feel like bathing again. i wanted to go do my nails but i decided to follow shar and her CG to tpy. why did i tag along ah? so strange.
saturday was a super sunny day. i was so thrilled work ended finally, at 730pm. 8 hours of work in the sun is no joke seriously. i dont like to work with wj. i dont know why. i cant stop rolling my eyes each time he opens his mouth. he shld grow up. haha ok la. im biased. hes actually not that bad la. during dinner, xuan smsed to ask me go watch 500 days of summer but i cldnt make it to yishun in time! what a waste. next wk lor. hehe. i love my homie. :) went f21 after dinner but there was nth to buy. hahaha i visited f21 three times the past wk! crazy right.
i went vivo on wed before dinner and i was so pleased i bought sth! but im even more pleased that i didnt buy more than two items cus i was obviously having shopping therapy and buying on impulse. yay! i have better self-control now.
but er. on thurs after work, i went vivo again and bought more things. hahahaha. aiya. once in a while only ma. :) spending money really makes me happier though. it did cheer me up. i didnt need kent.
i was freezing on thurs night even with two blankets on me. 2nd or 3rd time falling sick since i joined anergy. i think. i was rarely sick! i went for work the next day though cus i had to prep for the wkend and anyway, fri's dinner&movie was cancelled. when i got home, i slept from 8pm-2am. i guess i was really quite tired from work & school & other misc activities.
uh. aaron just smsed me abt some random shit. hes mr. super duper random. nvm. you dont wanna hear the details. shar hates him.
tues - ramen ten with junyu dan and liz. it was horrible. NEVER step into any ramen ten pls.
mon - dinner with aaron and rayson. they were mad lor. everyone had a set meal and they still ordered 6 wings and 15 meatballs. i hate meatballs.
sun - cookyn with mervyn and followed by dinner with zy. supposed to have steamboat with LLF & gang but aiya she la. so busy with making money from the tuition kids. hahaha.
sat - no work! damn shiok. so happy i didnt have to work lor. hehe. there were many events on that sat though. its lantern festival! was it? oh it wasnt. anw, there was like the sn moonlight party, the gbs-supper plan, the bbq, the funeral, the revision with mr. prick... but i attended none. i was so tired that i napped twice. i knew my period was coming and it came that night! so clever of you pat.
ok. i gotta reply smses now. i feel so lazy though. and i need to study also. bye.
at
back to listening to marie digby again.
It's not everday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Stupid for you
The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move
But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me waiting here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you
Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistake
I've fallen stupid for you
at
Saturday, October 10, 2009
the weather is damn shiok. and youre asking me to go swimming and studying at tampines? huh. im sorry friend. i dont want to. i totally have my own things to do la. what a prick seriously.
i spent the whole night missing... oh! hehe. bitter heart is playing in the background now. i love that song. zee avi's just you and me was on repeat mode the whole of friday. i love it. im unable to dl her other songs though. so sad. maybe i shld get the cd after all. but, i spent 230 on wednesday lor. luckily i didnt visit the fortune-teller. otherwise, there really goes my fortune man.
i missed my class last sunday! i need to watch the videos later to learn the steps. i saw a bit. wah seems hard. scary. headed to nora's house for a hari raya visit and it turned out good aft all. :) even though theres this irritating person in the vicinity and its still sad to realise how distant me and lina have become but nvm. it shldnt matter to me when it doesnt matter to that person. surrogates was after the visit. unexpectedly, i thought it was ok. everyone else didnt like the show. and er. i didnt want to watch lor pls. apparently, the irritating person insisted on watching. the boys then accompanied me to ikea to get my drawers! im so happy! now my shoes are in my room! so neat. everywhere else is messy though hahaha. my salmon stuffed with chives was not nice. so sad. ikea's menu is damn limited actually. they had nth i like. i dont like meatballs also.
wah. mr prick smsed me. ok la. im sorry abt being so quick-tempered. i'll change. well, its another hour on the phone with him again.
i spent my mon & wed with char and we spent a lot of money tgt. sadly, i didnt see anything that i cld fit in. v sad hor. im really obese. to think i wanted to get up early and jog. sigh. but i was too lazy and tired. even though aaron woke me up with his sms at 9am or sth. tsk tsk. its a saturday hello. i slept at 3am!
i finally cut my hair! it cost a bomb. and i finally went crystal jade! i had major craving for xiao long baos and la mian. but in the end, we stepped into the wrong one so we had wanton mee instead. hahaha. funny people was good! i like the soundtrack. its all songs by beatles i think. and i like seth rogen and adam sandler! they are so cute. seth rogen looks kinda funny with his weight loss but yea. i love their friendship. its so swt. oh jonah hill was a retard in it. so sad. but nvm. it was a good good night. btw, me and char heart judd apatow's shows. we shall watch his every show!
for once, my last working day of the week is a friday and we went to the zoo! it was really fun! i didnt look like i enjoyed but i did la. im always like a mother-figure at the back, strolling, watching my kids have fun. i like it. :) though motherly but yea. dinner was with jinhui and zy. i like jh. hes so earnest and nice. hes been my colleague for maybe 1.5years but we nv spoke more than 5 sentences. haha and now that we spoke like 500 sentences ytd, i think we are friends! haha.
the night was kinda disturbing. nvm. anw, pat pat. dont eat when you dont feel hungry. theres a huge difference btwn hungry and greedy even though both have 6 letters. ok lame. bye.
at
Monday, October 05, 2009
im qt glad i didnt post the entry which i drafted last night. i dont wanna read it again cus i dont wanna be reminded of how mean/ ungrateful i am to people who love me and how rebellious a person i am.
im really happy the week has finally ended cus i was really eating like mad. potato chips were my saviour. chocolates were my saviour. i was feeling so stressed on saturday that i asked teckguan to get chocs for me so that i cld feel a bit better. he bought me 2 packets and im really really thankful. :)
my legs were aching from standing for almost 10hrs at work. and when i got home, i had to say hurtful things to my mum. whatever it is. ive decided not to talk if possible. cus anyway, even if i do, nothing can be changed. in life, sometimes, we gotta shut up and accept cus you can nv get the things you want if others think you dont deserve them.
fri was ichiban with neo. hehe. i love ichiban's crispy lobster salad. thats my only reason to visit ichiban. i was so pleased neo loved it too! after ichiban, we climbed up a flight of 6-storey high stairs to mt sophia. its crazy. we had to take mini breaks in btwn hahahaha. nah. i was kidding. me and neo are how fit pls. when we finally reached the peak, ujin had to tell us the surprise for his gf was changed to loof. we wanted to kill him. we took like 30mins to climb up lor.
when we got to loof, nobody was there. we stood at one corner like idiots plus i was in tshirt and a skirt i think. damn lok kok. i didnt know we were gg to surprise van! it was a last-min thing. sigh. i wanted to pretend to be a cleaner and start cleaning the corner with my hanky but even the cleaner dressed better. what a loser right. me i mean. not the cleaner.
oh well, the night ended well after all cus the bday girl was extremely surprised! hehe. and it was quite worth the wait for neo i guess cus she loved the cake. hahahaha. what a pig.
thurs was beishan's grandma's wake. it was quite weird cus everyone was taking grp photos etc. her uncle was taking pictures non-stop with his dslr and everyone looked normal... you wldnt know it was a funeral if you didnt see the photo and the er. coffin?
wed was van's bday dinner and aston was... i thought it was normal. but i know van loves anything meaty. oh i liked the sides though. can i go eat kenny's mac & cheese soon pls? dessert was quite a spread. we had 5 cakes i think. but secret recipe has like 20 diff kinds of cakes lor. we need a few more special occasions & excuses to finish trying all the diff flavours.
mon & tue were home swt home. home isnt that swt but my bed is. i thk we were supposed to eat the apparently best-in-town ramen on mon. oh no. can we eat that soon?
at
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
wah im looking at my calendar and the last time i met the girls was like, last last thurs? hmm, is that right? we had ba chor mee and icekimo. i love the waffles with milo ice cream btw.
last tues, i went pedi and painted my toes blue! yays! but its kinda greenish-blue so i wasnt v pleased. im not a fan of green. nvm cheap cheap. 7 bucks only. thanks to LLF's recommendation! haha. i finally saw her after so long lor. i kept telling liz to look at her legs hahaha.
after eyebrow plucking, we had dinner and dinner was... it was... wow. my memory is amazing. i cant rem.
but i rem what happened the next day! er nth much la haha. i went back fareast again. this time was with liz & dan and we had... oh yah. we had ayam penyet! not nice one. supposedly quite famous somemore lor. the chicken so small and pathetic. so sad. then we ate dessert. damn sucky. pls dont eat from the stall beside pontian wanton mee at the basement. yes pontian is everywhere! its crazy.
fri was supper at chomp chomp followed by desserts at tong shui. i dont like impatient pple seriously. or easily frustrated pple. hello. i was in the office all by myself till 7.30pm lor. did i flare up at my colleagues? i only complained that i was bored and that's all.
sat was supper at prata hse & amk macs. both nights i slept at like 5am and i still had to rush down to office that morn cus sth was missing from the van. zzz... luckily i finally cld get to use the car. when i got to amk, it started pouring. the rain was SUPER HEAVY and i cldnt see anything. im glad the car was not damaged. otw, it will add an additional prob to the current situation and it will continue piling up cus the management does not see a need to resolve any differences or to create a better and fairer system.
sun was the ugly truth followed by xing wang. it was 12am. i ate 4 pcs of kaya & butter toast AND pasta with black pepper chicken chop! haha crazy hor. i love their green tea with honey! nice! oh. i like the ugly truth better than the proposal! the proposal ended quite abruptly. unlike the ugly truth. gerard butler is quite cute in the show. not his face obviously. but i think its skippable. or maybe cus the first hr of the show, i was super distracted by a couple beside me. the girl was crying NON-STOP THROUGHOUT and they were typing out smses and passing each other the phone. sian right. i was so glad the guy decided to stop this nonsense and walked out. the girl followed him. pls dont quarrel then come watch movie. pls watch movie alrd then quarrel can?
mon was public hols! i went to watch aliens in the attic. it was not bad la. quite funny haha. dinner was creamy chicken! hehe. i love it. the night before, xuan was talking abt it lor. she must be feeling jealous now.
the whole weekend, i was worrying abt work. i just cant help worrying abt the weather, the facs, the this and the that. i dont purposely think abt it. it just comes naturally. and aaron said im v naggy. i am la actually. i nag at shar. i nag at aaron. i nag at... i dont know. whoever lor.
even though i may look non-chalant, i do care abt every single thing someone says about me, i think. and i guess i'll try to change and be better. but sometimes, i wonder, why am i always the one changing? what abt themselves?
yesterday was the first day of sch. the lecturers taught me before and i like them but it was still sian la. and clients had to call me in class. in the midst of trying to pay attention and thinking abt work, someone told me someone was frustrated with me. i was v frustrated lor. and all i said was, i dont care. sometimes, i really wish that when i say i dont care, i really dont. and during break, i had to msg that someone to clear up the misunderstanding. seriously. i have better things to do. other than trying to be a people-pleaser or trying to be nice and perfect.
dinner was nice. the food was nice. the company was rather stressful. nvm... people-pleaser pat.
sch was at 830 this morn. i actually went! amazing huh. i had to wake up at 7. sian lor. so boring somemore. law is seriously boring. oh shit. i forgot to order the textbook and the statutes. hai nvm. next week. afternoon was bad. i was falling aslp and daydreaming and smsing non-stop. and ytd i told shar i dont sms in class anymore. tsk tsk. retail therapy didnt make my mood better cus there was nth to buy and i hate to see crowds. maybe cus i had a heavy bag so i was feeling quite pekchek. the day just ended bad la. i dont know why. i only felt better when i got home and opened my outlook. work is good. it distracts me from thinking abt the unthinkable.
wah. this week really is moving much faster than last wk! tmr is work and its gonna be a busy day cus i gotta prep stuff for fri and weekends. i have work on fri till 8pm and i have work on sat till 6 or 7pm.
my life isnt sad. it isnt. i just need to adjust to it. poor shar m. shes been eating like air? for lunch. poor girl. tmr shall be our reunion! im sure shes gonna wear nice nice tmr to welcome me!
i miss sophie! :(
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